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Sunday, 12 July 2009

  • Forever Stray

    Obviously you and I 
    can’t compromise
    It’s in your voice deep in the stare 
    within your eyes
    Oh I can’t travel on through life, 
    you by my side
    Go pack your things, don’t miss a thing
    don’t say good~by

    Please go away not just today
    Lose your way
    And don’t come back, try to return
     any other day
    Nothing was said about something
    not forgave
    Please go away not just today
    forever stray

    I gave it all only to fall 
    beneath the feet
    Of a lover at one time 
    I’d love to meet
    Who brought me shame gave all the blame 
    cornering me
    All alone a desolate home 
    now forced to bleed

    Please go away not just today
    Lose your way
    And don’t come back, try to return
     any other day
    Nothing was said about something
    not forgave
    Please go away not just today
    forever stray

    I don’t have time 
    for some conniving schemer
    A vicious troll 
    nobody knows, a lazy dreamer
    Get off your ass, contemplate that 
    I’m now the screamer
    So get hell out of my house 
    cause it’s not me or...

    Just go away not just today
    God,
    Lose your way!
    And don’t come back, try to return
     any other day!
    Something was said about nothing
    not forgave
    Just go away not just today
    forever stray!!
  • Innuendos

    (Talking)

    {Everything seems backwards to me 
    but, something’s getting done
    I can see you on the sidewalk honey, 
    waiting for mail to come
    Tell the neighbors I said hi 
    and that we’ll see them late tonight
    What would I do, what would I do 
    without you?}

    (Semi slow)

    Lit a smoke up with the cell phone 
    just the other day
    Answered alarm clocks thinking maybe 
    you would call today
    Washed my laundry with cat litter 
    tearing out the stains
    My head’s not on since you’ve been gone 
    in disarray

    (Ch~semi fast til last 2 lines)

    Took out the dog, 
    let in the trash 
    painted the windows
    sipped on some gas
    Mowed my driveway to the highway 
    I suppose...
    You’re never coming back to me 
    those innuendos

    (Semi slow)

    Oh, I could say you were my destiny, 
    too cheeky
    It’s all been said time and time 
    and time again
    Yea, I could scream my love, I love you 
    out the window
    But, I can’t think or get done nothing 
    without you friend


    (Ch~semi fast til last 2 lines)

    Took out the dog, 
    let in the trash 
    painted the windows
    sipped on some gas
    Mowed my driveway to the highway 
    I suppose
    You’re never coming back to me 
    those innuendos

    (Crazy sounding)

    Yeaaaaaaa
    I went to bake the cat 
    then feed a turkey
    but, couldn’t get 
    the oven working
    Those hateful things you said 
    all in my mind

    The white coats soon 
    will come to get me
    thinking they have means 
    to set me
    back on track, imagine that, 
    me refined??

    (Ch~semi fast til last 2 lines 2x)

    Took out the dog, 
    let in the trash 
    painted the windows
    sipped on some gas
    Mowed my driveway to the highway 
    I suppose
    You’re never coming back to me 
    those innuendos
  • Going Down

    (Opening, sung slow & sarcastically)
    Mm~m~m~m
    Was it that you had been let down so suddenly?
    Was it due to fact, you met your match, oh, how could it be?
    Maybe you had always been the one,
    Talkin' trash and flailin' guns,
    Why is it surprising to you now...
    B*tch, you're going, going down

    (Rockin')
    I hate your hair, 
    the way you stare, 
    the way you're dissin' me
    I can't stand the zip 
    flippin' from your lips 
    and ta think you were once kissin' me
    Man, I'm so surprised, 
    no one's gouged your eyes out, 
    maybe then you'd see
    Step up to the plate girl, 
    accept your fate girl, 
    it ain't gonna be e~e~ea~s~y


    Oh yea, A woman dressed like you 
    shouldn't be able to live
    With all the hell you have ta give
    Dolled up so grand and fancy, 
    ta get in their pants see, 
    yea, I finally see, I see
    And now with all of your runnin', 
    you'll get Yea what's commin'
    and it's commin' and commin'
    Yea, girl it's all commin' from me~e~e~e


    Mm~m~m~m
    Was it that you had been let down so suddenly?
    Was it due to fact, you met your match, oh, how could it be?
    Maybe you had always been the one,
    Talkin' trash and flailin' guns,
    Why is it surprising to you now...
    B*tch, you're going, going down

    Concealment of a Glock 
    forcibly shoved in your pocket
    and a bullet with my name
    I thought that that's what you wanted, 
    did nothin' but, flaunt it,
    Why weren't we on the same page?
    So for all the guys out there 
    watchin' their backs in terror
    Just a flip of the wrist and it's done
    Countin' my ten paces, 
    two young hearts to the races
    Shot guns sound, oh, they sound 
    and you're gon~on~on~e

    Mm~m~m~m
    Was it that you had been let down so suddenly?
    Was it due to fact, you met your match, oh, how could it be?
    Maybe you had always been the one,
    Talkin' trash and flailin' guns,
    Why is it surprising to you now...
    B*tch, you're going, going down
    Whoo!
    You're goin' down
  • We Carry On

    Thumb and forefinger wears out baffled chin
    Fictitious epics to the end of sin
    We carry on
    We carry on 
    Oblivious each hope is gone..


    Prayin' to no one, concealin' guns
    Yea, chased ‘round no choices but, ta run
    A world on fire, unaware
    That no one's livin' way up there

    Chaos blatantly flaunted, is that what you wanted?
    Is that what you wanted? Wanted
    Offsprings sexually taunted, is that what you wanted?
    Is that what you wanted? Wan~aw~aw~a~te~eh~ed
    Wan~aw~aw~a~te~eh~ed

    All mutilated thoughts of yore
    Burn embers longer than before
    Our time is now and it was then
    But, f*ckin' when? Yea, f*ckin' when

    Thumb and forefinger wears out baffled chin
    Fictitious epics to the end of sin


    Inbred are rules right from the start
    Yea, he, she broke my anile heart 
    Where were you then? Mmmmmm baffled chin
    You've been our sin!
    You've been our siiiiiiiiiin!

    Thumb and forefinger wears out baffled chin
    Fictitious epics to the end of sin
    We carry on
    We carry on 
    Oblivious each hope is gone..


    Kneelin' down beneath cold concrete
    Realists gigglin' from the streets
    A chance to meet, perhaps to greet
    A bullsh*t tale ‘o misery

    Chaos blatantly flaunted, is that what you wanted?
    Is that what you wanted? Wanted
    Offsprings sexually taunted, is that what you wanted?
    Is that what you wanted? Wan~aw~aw~a~te~eh~ed
    Wan~aw~aw~a~te~eh~ed


    You're fired! I don't even care
    You were and still are never there
    Our time is now and it was then
    But, f*ckin' when? Yea, f*ckin' when!!!!!???

    Thumb and forefinger wears out baffled chin
    Fictitious epics to the end of sin.....


    Thumb and forefinger wears out baffled chin
    Fictitious epics to the end of sin
    We've carried on
    Carrying on 
    Oblivious all hope is gone..

    Thumb and forefinger contemplating mates
    Ponderin' unwritten fate....
  • Atrocity

    Whether it's the tappin' of her heels or fragrance

    Makeup and jewelry too

    Clothes she wears, readily vacant

    Soliciting by you

    Lit her smoke right after drinks came

    It's cold and wet outside

    Conversations long but, simple

    Your mind's been on her stride

    Within just a blink, she can make ya think

    Bring ya to the brink of ec~sta~sy

    Searing to the touch, grasp you in her clutches

     Stringent moves and such, atrocity

    Cold as can be

    Cold as can be

    Fallin' for, adoring

    Atrocity

    Lit up in trance

    Inherent circumstance

    The craziest romancin'

    You'll ever need

    She's off to primp her nose and straighten

    pantyhose and wear

    Noticing you've rose, no mistakin'

    The blankness in your stare

    Don't cha think your better half'll stay up

    waitin' till the dawn

    While you're drawn to blissful sins ya

    A call from way beyond

    Within just a blink, she can make ya think

    Bring ya to the brink of ec~sta~sy

    Searing to the touch, grasp you in her clutches

     Stringent moves and such, atrocity

    Cold as can be

    Cold as can be

    Fallin' for, adoring

    Atrocity

    Lit up in trance

    Inherent circumstance

    The craziest romancin'

    You'll ever need

    Oh, was it worth it?

    Thoughts race around

    Was she not perfect

    going down?

    Funny how you

    drowned the sound

    Of your better half

    comin' ‘round

    It's over now

    It's over now

    Within just a blink, she can make ya think

    Bring ya to the brink of ec~sta~sy

    Searing to the touch, grasp you in her clutches

     Stringent moves and such, atrocity

    Cold as can be

    Cold as can be

    Fallin' for, adoring

    Atrocity

    Lit up in trance

    Inherent circumstance

    The craziest romancin'

    You'll ever need

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    • Name: Shadow
    • Birthday: 1/21/1969
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 9/27/2006

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  • alienoltar
    hi toots...i just read your story on your rough life...i do feel for you..but i can't relate because ''except for my 1 divorce'' i've never had other probs like you have..i can give you all kinds of encouragement,, but only you can prepair and correct any of your probs with your hubby,,if could i w
  • AHShadowRai
    Where: R. VA. When: 1969 It's not the simple fact that I was born this very year but, so many other great things happened in 1969 and I am glad to say I was alive when they happened kk? (smiles) *^_^* (imported from memories)